i buried my dad a week before massachusetts went into the stay at home orders, and like i’ve highkey been ghosting my irl friends because it takes effort to talk bc usually it’s serious convo and i’ve just needed to stay level headed and on my feet while weighing my father’s death on my conscious while being locked in my house for two months straight. one of my friends made me feel terrible for it and tried to ft me while i was facetiming charlie and i know she’s upset but like i cannot emotionally force myself to make that conversation. ugh.